I wonder if you think of me, when your world is quiet and you are all alone. If thoughts of me bring you peace, comfort and joy. Do you smile when I cross your mind, can you feel the warmth of my hug, the certainty and confidence I have in you.

I wonder do you think of me or am I an after thought. When you’re alone, have you got more important things to lay across your mind. To focus on other things that dominate your time. Other people in your life that hold more value then me, the peace or frustration or excitement you feel that other people bring. Only when you see my face do you think…

‘Oh yeah that’s right…there they are where they’ve always been, I forgot they are in my life.’

I wonder do you think of me, ever, even at all. Do I vanish from your life when you go about your day. Do the things I say, the support I give simply fade away. Am I just an element in your day, just another part of normal.

This makes me question, when I started wondering how others see and think of me, and when and why that became important. Why, you out of all of them hold so much importance to me. The space I reserve for you in my life, in my mind and heart, do you know about that space, do you consider it, does it even matter to you or would the truth be that you would prefer I don’t consider you at all, and why does that thought hurt me so much.

Every part of me is just so tired.

Keep smiling, you’re worth it!

Always Yours

me