I have been disconnected from my heart. The drive and desire I have in my life feels entirely empty and manufactured. The hollow words that come out of my mouth while I pray slap the walls and fall hard against the floor. Once spoken with such effort to be sincere now sound almost foreign and forced. It isn’t that there isn’t truth to them, the sincerity that I once so cherished, the openness and honestly that I once enjoyed that felt like it led to connection, seems so distant and empty.

I am not afraid to walk once more into the wilderness. Although I feel as though I have been abandoned even by myself, I know I am not alone. I am tired and without rest, yet my knees still carry me forward, my feet still pound the earth, I still witness, I am still for you.

Keep smiling, you’re worth it!

Always Yours

me