healing

  • “Please forgive me…” The plea comes in the dark stillness of the night. My world spinning, my mind drunk on rum and love. For months I’ve been praying and pondering forgiveness. I’m still trying to figure out how to walk the path. I don’t think I know how to give it…or sadly how to actually… Read more

  • Together alone…

    I show up to a smile and a hug. You’re on your phone, very likely the reason you didn’t answer when I told you I would call you back in two minutes. The bartender asks if I want a drink, I refuse twice. You put your hand over your phone so whoever you’re talking to… Read more

  • When I say that I love you I mean just that. It is YOU that I love. Not a part of you, not just the laughs and smiles, not just the good time. I love you. I will love you through all the bad decisions, through all the tears and uncertainty. I will feel great… Read more

  • The 3% people

    I’ve been thinking a lot about perspective and time recently. About the people in my life and how much of my time and energy I surrender to them. How do I spend that time, thinking of others, is it in pain or in praise. I’ve come to think that 3% of the day means an… Read more

  • The somber heavy

    I woke up today with a heavy heart and a heavy soul. I’m not entirely sure what I’m thinking or feeling or what my subconscious has been processing. I don’t remember dreaming although it feels like there is a fading whisper of something. I know that I have been disappointing myself a lot lately and… Read more