I am Always Yours

  • Something feels off

    I was sent this message the other day, and when I read it, something felt off. Not entirely, only slightly, only just enough to make me really consider it. I had asked where it originated from, hoping for more context and understanding and was met with silence…and although I, 110% believe the intention was to… Read more

  • Only a simple hug

    We are part of God’s hug. In perfect light all things reside. In perfect dark all things hide. In both all things are entirely unknowable as all that is known is perfect light and perfect dark. In this life the light allows us to experience all things that reside in it, while the dark would… Read more

  • To those now gone

    This morning I woke up with only one thought on my mind, “I miss you.” Like the nights miss the sun. Like the days miss the stars. I miss you. Like the lies miss the truth. Like the sick miss their health. I miss you Like the present misses the past. Like the shadow misses… Read more

  • To yourself be true

    I sit here this morning, staring at a blank page and feeling empty. I am not empty. When I knelt to pray, I asked for those that have wronged me to be lifted up, those who have used me to be blessed, and those who don’t consider me at all to find peace. Is praying… Read more

  • An act that requires more than one…forgiveness

    “Please forgive me…” The plea comes in the dark stillness of the night. My world spinning, my mind drunk on rum and love. For months I’ve been praying and pondering forgiveness. I’m still trying to figure out how to walk the path. I don’t think I know how to give it…or sadly how to actually… Read more

  • Together alone…

    I show up to a smile and a hug. You’re on your phone, very likely the reason you didn’t answer when I told you I would call you back in two minutes. The bartender asks if I want a drink, I refuse twice. You put your hand over your phone so whoever you’re talking to… Read more

  • The greatest thing you’ll ever learn…

    When I say that I love you I mean just that. It is YOU that I love. Not a part of you, not just the laughs and smiles, not just the good time. I love you. I will love you through all the bad decisions, through all the tears and uncertainty. I will feel great… Read more

  • The 3% people

    I’ve been thinking a lot about perspective and time recently. About the people in my life and how much of my time and energy I surrender to them. How do I spend that time, thinking of others, is it in pain or in praise. I’ve come to think that 3% of the day means an… Read more

  • I choose you

    I choose you. Every morning when I wake up, every moment of every day, when I lay down every night to sleep. I choose you. This is how love works, love that endures uncertainty, that doesn’t break under the pressures of society and the temptations of life. Love isn’t demands and expectations, it isn’t the… Read more

  • The somber heavy

    I woke up today with a heavy heart and a heavy soul. I’m not entirely sure what I’m thinking or feeling or what my subconscious has been processing. I don’t remember dreaming although it feels like there is a fading whisper of something. I know that I have been disappointing myself a lot lately and… Read more